Hope springs eternal in the human breast;
Man never is, but always to be blest;
The soul, uneasy and confin'd from home,
Rests and expatiates in a life to come.
- Alexander Pope,
An Essay on Man, Epistle I
Malapit na naman ang birthday ko. Malapit na naman ako magkaron ng "crisis". You know, the quarter-life variety. It always happens to me a few weeks before my birthday since I turned 21. Konting bagay lang, nadedepress na 'ko.
Sobrang depressed.
Sana October na. Bukod sa Oktoberfest(hehe), masaya ako pag October na kase it means my crisis is over. Hay. Some people will ask me why I get depressed, considering I'm almost a "man who has everything" daw.
Everything my ass! Panahon na naman para pumasok sa utak ko ang kung anu-ano. Mga bagay na hindi naman dapat pinoproblema pero pilit ko pa din pinoproblema.
Nakakasawa na maging depressed. In fact, I'm considering to move to a new blog. A brighter, more optimistic, and happier blog. Ngayon ko lang kase napansin na masyadong nakakadepress 'tong layout na 'to. "Why don't you just change your stupid layout, jackass?" ang tanong mo. Walang pakealamanan! Gusto ko lumipat eh! Fresh start. A new beginning. Another chapter. Pero torn pa din ako. Hindi ko pa alam if I'll stay here, if I'll move to a new blog, or if I'll quit blogging entirely. See? Pati pagboblog pinoproblema ko. The crisis begins.
Pero para sa lahat ng mga pinoproblema ko ngayon(e.g. finding a job, a non-existent love life, being torn between 2 blogs, the death of GMA's impeachment, etc.), I have a weapon against them. My newly discovered concept in life. Much like Pandora(I guess you can call me Pandoro XD), after she unleashed from the box all the world's sorrows and woes, she discovered that there was one thing left inside the box...
Hope.
Mga pare at mare, bakasyon muna ko sa pagboblog. Baka puro depressing shit lang mailagay ko dito eh. And I'll just pretend na may pakealam kayo na titigil muna 'ko sa pagboblog. Hehe. Kitakits!
