.: JABBERWOCKY JOURNAL :.
big bad gino's journal of gibberish.
Off the Prowl | 9.15.2005
"Prowl" means to move about in a stealthy manner, with no apparent aim. And that's not how I want to live my life right now. Or ever.
It's official. I'm moving to a new blog. I'm off the prowl.
Bisitahin nyo na lang ako sa http://bigbaddie.fil.ph. Apir!
bigbaddie prowled @ 3:58 PM |
Crisis | 9.07.2005
Hope springs eternal in the human breast;
Man never is, but always to be blest;
The soul, uneasy and confin'd from home,
Rests and expatiates in a life to come.
- Alexander Pope,
An Essay on Man, Epistle I
Malapit na naman ang birthday ko. Malapit na naman ako magkaron ng "crisis". You know, the quarter-life variety. It always happens to me a few weeks before my birthday since I turned 21. Konting bagay lang, nadedepress na 'ko.
Sobrang depressed.
Sana October na. Bukod sa Oktoberfest(hehe), masaya ako pag October na kase it means my crisis is over. Hay. Some people will ask me why I get depressed, considering I'm almost a "man who has everything" daw.
Everything my ass! Panahon na naman para pumasok sa utak ko ang kung anu-ano. Mga bagay na hindi naman dapat pinoproblema pero pilit ko pa din pinoproblema.
Nakakasawa na maging depressed. In fact, I'm considering to move to a new blog. A brighter, more optimistic, and happier blog. Ngayon ko lang kase napansin na masyadong nakakadepress 'tong layout na 'to. "Why don't you just change your stupid layout, jackass?" ang tanong mo. Walang pakealamanan! Gusto ko lumipat eh! Fresh start. A new beginning. Another chapter. Pero torn pa din ako. Hindi ko pa alam if I'll stay here, if I'll move to a new blog, or if I'll quit blogging entirely. See? Pati pagboblog pinoproblema ko. The crisis begins.
Pero para sa lahat ng mga pinoproblema ko ngayon(e.g. finding a job, a non-existent love life, being torn between 2 blogs, the death of GMA's impeachment, etc.), I have a weapon against them. My newly discovered concept in life. Much like Pandora(I guess you can call me Pandoro XD), after she unleashed from the box all the world's sorrows and woes, she discovered that there was one thing left inside the box...
Hope.
Mga pare at mare, bakasyon muna ko sa pagboblog. Baka puro depressing shit lang mailagay ko dito eh. And I'll just pretend na may pakealam kayo na titigil muna 'ko sa pagboblog. Hehe. Kitakits!
bigbaddie prowled @ 2:19 AM |
Mahal ko si Me | 9.02.2005
Kakagaling ko lang sa dentista ko kanina. After 2 months of not visiting her, sa wakas nakadalaw na din ako. Kanina ko lang nalaman na lumipat na sila (mag-asawa silang dentist. dun ako sa babae.) ng clinic! Buti na lang dun lang sila lumipat sa katapat na building. Hehe. Every month ako dapat nandun kase kelangan ng maintenance ng braces ko. Hehe. At dahil nakagawian ko nang piktyuran ang sarili ko after every visit kay Doc...
Natuwa na naman ako sa sarili ko. Hehe.
bigbaddie prowled @ 10:27 AM |
Despot Dreams | 9.01.2005
IF I RULED THE WORLD
by Tony Bennett
If I ruled the world, ev'ry day would be the first day of spring
Every heart would have a new song to sing
And we'd sing of the joy every morning would bring
If I ruled the world, ev'ry man would be as free as a bird,
Ev'ry voice would be a voice to be heard
Take my word we would treasure each day that occurred
My world would be a beautiful place
Where we would weave such wonderful dreams
My world would wear a smile on its face
Like the man in the moon has when the moon beams
If I ruled the world every man would say the world was his friend
There'd be happiness that no man coud end
No my friend, not if I ruled the world
Every head would be held up high
There'd be sunshine in everyone's sky
If the day ever dawned when I ruled the world
bigbaddie prowled @ 8:47 AM |
I Wonder Why The Wonder Falls | 8.16.2005
Kakatapos ko lang manood ng
Wonderfalls sa
Star World. It's a lot like
Joan of Arcadia. But it's actually funny and entertaining.
Joan of Arcadia bores me.
Wonderfalls is like
Touched by an Angel. Pero nakadrugs yung creators. Hehe.
It's about a Philosophy graduate of Brown University who works at a gift shop at Niagara Falls. Her name is
Jaye Tyler. And she talks to inanimate objects. Yes, inanimate objects in the form of animals speak to her and guide her to help other people in need. Pero there's more. Nakarelate ako sa kanya. No, I don't talk to lions made of wax. I'm currently like her. A slacker.
She has a well-off family, and yet she lives in a trailer park. A trailer meant to go somewhere, but it just sits there. Not living to its full potential. And yet not having any risk of being damaged. That's me right there.
That's me. And the episode I watched couldn't have come on a more appropriate time than tonight. There was a little bit of family issues in this house earlier. I won't elaborate. Basta ako yung nasa gitna ng issue. And the things said in that
Wonderfalls episode really hit home.
Hard. Tinamaan ako ng sobra mga pare ko. This is my new fave show. Sayang nga lang kase canceled na yung show sa US after only a few episodes. Hindi man lang nakumpleto yung first season. Pero irerelease daw sa DVD yung 13 episodes. Sana irelease dito sa Pinas. Hay.
"I'm not a loser. I'm just a winner who hasn't won yet." - Jaye Tyler,
Wonderfalls
bigbaddie prowled @ 12:54 AM |
.: PROWLIN' & PROFILIN' :.
who in the world is the big bad wolf?
:: THE BASICS
what's my naaaaame?! > Gino.
aliases > ginobebs, bigbadwolf, bigbaddie, prowler, howlett, hoy psst ikaw!
(mis)education > Canossa SRL, UPLB with a BS degree in Computer frickin' Science, The Idiot Box.
affiliations > UPLB Bloc XXX '98, [BC] dorm founding members, UPLB MASStig!, Lamon Sisig Gang, UPLB Jokes, eLBi.tk Mod Team, StarBloc.
motto > Ang buhay ay isang malaking gag show.
:: DEEPER
> teddy bear ng bayan • mas makulit pa sa 'yo • takot sa sisiw • feeling maraming fans • minsan o.a. • madalas o.c. • palaging o.p. • may taste sa ladies • romantiko • walang taste sa damit • jologs • nagpapanggap na poet • mukhang pwet • adik • baliw • boring • corny • idol sila tito, vic, and joey • single, bitter, and looking • mahilig mag self-pictorial • batugan • masipag sa gimikan • mabuting kaibigan ang yosi • malupit na kaaway ang tequila • student of old school rock • pahaler • drives a black rav 4 named fucker (scalecrumble@yahoo.com in friendster) • finds beauty in flowers • promises vengeance from his grave • has a heart full of black • is constantly under pressure • saved the world today • has got you under his skin • is a voodoo child • runs with the devil • bestows joy to the land • is lost in space • jesus don't want him for a sunbeam • is giyang • drowns you slowly • believes everything will happen tonight • doesn't practice santeria • sows the seeds of love • wants to be sedated • is like a rolling stone • goes to one ball university • only darkness falls upon him
:: EXTENDED TERRITORY
expose > my photo gallery
[go there]
expose 2 > my 2nd photo gallery
[go there]
exhaust > my old blog
[go there]
elbi life > my peyups.com article
[go there]
uplb mass online > uplb mathematical sciences society website
[go there]
elbi: the uplb forums > my 2nd online home
[go there]
:: ESSENTIALS
Top 10 Movies
1. American Beauty
2. Meet the Parents
3. Remember the Titans
4. X-Men 1 & 2
5. Spider-Man 1 & 2
6. Batman Begins
7. Se7en
8. The Girl Next Door
9. My Sassy Girl
10. School of Rock
Top 10 TV Shows
1. The Simpsons
2. Angel
3. WWE Raw
4. Justice League Unlimited
5. Late Night with Conan O'Brien
6. The Daily Show with Jon Stewart
7. Lost
8. C.S.I.
9. Wonder Falls
10. MAD TV
Top 10 Reading Materials
1. Astonishing X-Men by Joss Whedon (
comic book series)
2. Stardust by Neil Gaiman (
novel)
3. Watchmen by Alan Moore (
comic book mini-series)
4. Identity Crisis by Brad Meltzer (
comic book mini-series)
5. Good Omens by Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett (
novel)
6. New Avengers by Brian Michael Bendis (
comic book series)
7. Memnoch the Devil by Anne Rice(
novel)
8. New X-Men by Grant Morrison (
comic book series)
9. Wizard (
magazine)
10. Superman/Batman by Jeph Loeb (
comic book series)
:: MAKE CONTACT
email > ginobebs at yahoo dot com
YM > ginobebs
mobile > 0917secreeeeeet! hehe.
.: FAQ!!! :.
freakin' ass questions!!!
:: WHAT BROWSER SHOULD I USE TO VIEW YOUR BLOG?
> This works best with Internet Explorer 6.0, but you'll also be fine with Firefox 1.0.4. I'm too lazy to test this out with other browsers. Mwehehe.
:: WHAT SCREEN RESOLUTION SHOULD I USE?
> I designed this blog specifically for 800x600 screen resolution. Although it still looks wicked in higher resolutions. Wicked daw eh. Wicked lame. Hehe.
:: SHOULD I BE DRINKING ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES TO ENJOY THIS?
> That's highly recommended. In fact, you should drink alcoholic beverages to enjoy everything in this world. Hehe.
:: WHAT'S WITH THE TITLE?
> "Prowl" means to move about in a stealthy manner, with no apparent aim. And that's basically how I live my life right now. I brood. I gloat. I defy. I lurk. I prowl. And that's how I roll!
:: WHERE DO THOSE LINKS ON THE LEFT LEAD TO?
> "Jabberwocky Journal" leads you to my blog entries. "Prowlin' & Profilin'" leads you to my profile. "Bitag Board" leads you to my tag board. "Big Bad OST" leads you to my current song obsession. "Lurking Grounds" leads you to my web links. "FAQ!!!" leads you here. "Covers" leads you to the cover images of my blog.
:: WHAT'S A "JABBERWOCKY"?
> "Jabberwocky" means "gibberish". You mean you haven't read "Alice in Wonderland" yet? Pfft. Ako din. hehe.
:: WHAT TOOLS DID YOU USE TO CREATE THIS BLOG?
> These are the tools of my trade: Notepad 5.1, Photoshop CS, Pixie 3.1, Cool Edit Pro 2.0, Frontpage 2002, Marlboro Lights, and a box of matches. They're mighty fine tools.
:: WHICH WEBSITES ARE POWERING YOUR SITE?
>
Blogger,
Photobucket,
Ripway,
Blogrolling,
Haloscan,
Createblog,
Cbox, and
Site Meter. Mabuhay kayo! Woohoo!
:: WHO DESIGNED YOUR SITE?
> I did. And I alone! Bwahahahaha! Sariling pawis, dugo, luha, at kung anu-ano pang bodily fluids ang pinuhunan ko dito.
:: IS YOUR SITE ABIDING BY THE RULES OF YOUR HOST?
> Yep. Unless bawal dito ang mga panget.
:: WHAT'S YOUR VIEW ON PLAGIARISM AND COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT?
> Plagiarism sucks major ass! I respect the copyrights of others. Speaking of copyrights, all that you see here is copyrighted by me unless specified otherwise.
:: HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN BLOGGING?
> I started in May 2004 (at Blogdrive). Do the math.
:: DID YOU HAVE PERSONAL WEBSITES BEFORE CREATING THIS ONE?
> Yes I did. In fact, I had numerous personal sites before. "Twisted Forest", "The Scale", "Crumbling Shrimp", "The G-Spot", and "eXhaust" were my former homes on the web. I've retired all of them except for "eXhaust" (my old blog) which is still online.
:: WHAT DO YOU LOOK LIKE?
> Find out for yourself. Click
here and
here.
:: WHO WROTE THIS STUPID FAQ?
> Ako! Walang epalan! Blog mo ba 'to? Ha? Ha? Ha? And that's how I roll!
